if you got yourself into shit,you're the only person that can solve it.
you're the only person to be blamed and there's no point pointing fingers at the whole world and getting pissed at them for it.
true?

someone wise used to say that to me.
and it stuck to me like forever.
i'd say it's bloody true.
yeapp.

today HARI RAYA:D:D
collection banyak!
haha
kwang kwang
went to grandma's(mom's side) place at like 7am!
because dad and uncle roberto were going sembahyang rayer at jalan sultan.
yeapp.
so they were meeting one another at grandma's place cause uncle roberto doesnt know how to get there.
haha..

then after that cousins came.
and yeah they were silent but whatever.
always been silent/mute since young anyways.
really not close to them.
different worlds if you get what i mean.
haiya.
whatever.

then dad and uncle roberto came back.
had to layan mischa,my cousin from aussie,for awhile.
she's 3.
what can i do..
gah..
her mulut banyak berbual i tell you!
AFTER THAT HER AUSSIE ACCENT.
AIYO,I HAD TROUBLE FIGURING OUT WHAT SHE SAID.
bastard.
haha.

then eat eat eat.
then we started our mass salam-ing thing every year.
hehe.
duit collection also la;D

after that went to mak su's(dad's side) place.
uncle mike,auntie riza and mischa came along.
yeahhhh.
the gilmour family.(if you realized i got a couple of white butts/caucasians in my fam.kk,not being racist or anything ok!OKOKOK)
haha.
then ate somemore at mak su's place.
and dad said,"there goes your diet.you just gained the weight you lost in my fasting month"
bloody hell.
THANKS AH.

auntie riza,uncle mike and i were talking with fariz.
was quite interested abt his chef course at temasek poly.
haha.
it was pretty interesting.
woohoo.
my cousin's gonna be a chef.
oh yayy<3

then fariz and i talked somemore.
talked to hady also.
not much.
uncle khairil and mak teh were there(:
mak long's fam also.
then when we left pak ngah's fam came.
finally after eons i saw abang ashraf!
mmhmm.
he is so big now!
haha.

kk then went back to granny's place for like another 4 hours we stayed there
typical hari raya routine.
then went back
so here i am.
rotting like rabak.
saz tak online.
sial betol
besok skola.
BABI BETOL.

i g2g.
byebye